I am sore/sad/disappointed

[anysia]

Feel free to avoid the angst.

There is nothing like finding out you have been doing the wrong exercising/therapy/rehab to rebuild strength. I am not feeling overly charitable toward Liz, my original hydrotherapist, for totally ignoring/forgetting about me. I hurt. I am re-busting my ass to not only recover from my original injury/surgery, but now, I have to backtrack and correct errors she let slide for almost 3 months. The correcting hurts a helluva lot more.

I am a bit angry, because I had been breaking my ass doing the wrong thing because someone couldn't' be bothered to do HER job. I had a goal in mind, to be able to get around by September, because I am going to Melbourne archery tournament/event. I thought 5 months would be enough time to get mostly functional for it. Now i have to start at square one again.

Pardon me while I turn on my heating pad, take some Nurofen PLUS, and have a bit of self-indulgent cry.

Comments

[elysiangirl.livejournal.com]

oh honey...i don't know what to say. my heart hurts for you.

but i'm sending you love and healing energy, ok?

<3

Thanx luv

[anysia.livejournal.com]

It's really appreciated.

It's just so frustrating, and part of me wants to throw up my hands and say "I quit", but then my stubborn streak kicks in and that "not letting the bastards/bitches grind me down" tude comes out.

Re: Thanx luv

[elysiangirl.livejournal.com]

thank heavens for your stubborn streak!