Oh wow oh wow
Feb. 18th, 2005 08:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
anysiaI think I have finally gotten over the mental scarring a foursome of cruel women inflicted upon me during a time I needed friends. They had me so mind f*cked and intimidated, that I doubted my own abilities and sanity. (well I was a bit off mentally, but acute hormone imbalances can do that, regardless of what one of them, a lab tech, thinks she knows)
I swallowed the leftover fear of being told 'its not good enough' or 'you are doing it wrong', or 'you are backtalking' and showed![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
_meegan_ the two tribal dance moves I had come up with in keeping with FCBD criteria. She was stunned and floored at them, and we practiced them tonight, until we had them spot on. She said "Slap on wrist for not showing this sooner!" laughing while she said it. She knew what sort of doubts and inhibitions those 'people' instilled in me. Going to mail two copies of the verbose description of how to do them and who knows, maybe a VCD of them to _meegan_. Poor mans' copyright. We also got two very tricky moves nailed too.
Part of me still wishes that Clair hadn't been so paranoid, and then spread her delusions that I was out to get her to the others. I would have loved to share what I know, and what I know how to do with them. But most of me is happy to be free of them and their games.
I swallowed the leftover fear of being told 'its not good enough' or 'you are doing it wrong', or 'you are backtalking' and showed
_meegan_ the two tribal dance moves I had come up with in keeping with FCBD criteria. She was stunned and floored at them, and we practiced them tonight, until we had them spot on. She said "Slap on wrist for not showing this sooner!" laughing while she said it. She knew what sort of doubts and inhibitions those 'people' instilled in me. Going to mail two copies of the verbose description of how to do them and who knows, maybe a VCD of them to _meegan_. Poor mans' copyright. We also got two very tricky moves nailed too. Part of me still wishes that Clair hadn't been so paranoid, and then spread her delusions that I was out to get her to the others. I would have loved to share what I know, and what I know how to do with them. But most of me is happy to be free of them and their games.
