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anysiaI run hot and cold on this subject, but I have to put this down because I am being played up as the BIG BAD, and I am sick of it. I fucked up once, and owned up to it. They did their "Humiliation TV" Home version on me, that I think was way the fuck out of line, they accused me of being "Alaine" but shit, their behavior that day was PURE Alaine, but I sucked it up and dealt with it. I am being treated for a problem and again, own up to it.
For months, I have put up with snipes and verbal swipes from Sarah, Anne and Amy, but nothing is ever said other than "Oh just kidding" no matter how much hurt they have seen it does to me. But hully gee, if I said something to them, I am THE BIG BAD ORGRESS! Now, on top of that, my friend Meegan is being harrassed by Anne. Some of the shit Anne is saying is beyond reason. "I don't believe Sandra has a thyroid problem until I see her blood assay report". Maybe I should shove the script and refill bottle up her nose for proof until I next month, when I go in for more blood work? Yes Anne, I DID get a lapis necklace on Ebay for $5. Read my frigging website.. it says CLEARLY it was a $10 necklace, but I had a CREDIT on ebay, hence why it only cost me $5. I never said I had you listed as one of my Life Journa Friends, because you aren't a member! But I did use the security settings in an offline posting tool. If I misunderstood the way the security level thingy worked, fine, but I didn't lie, and you had no right to call me a liar. At least I am not planting knives in peoples backs when they aren't looking, or when they are ill and vulnernable.
Now Clair is the shocker to me. She has a mega dose of paranoia that I have no idea where it's coming from. She calls Meegan to harrangue her on my eeeeevilness. She is suspicous as to why I would teach my Saturday class, but not attend the following Tuesday practice session. She also tells meegan that she thinks I am going to "run with the beginners". She calls me on Wednesday and finds me sicker than a dog with the flu, been sick since Tuesday. Did she call meegan back and apologise for accusing me falsely to her? No. It gets better "I know that Daryl and Wing have been friends for a long time" line from her was a good one. Clair is acting as if Meegan doesn't have a brain in her head, and the only reason she talks to me is that Wing and Daggles are buddies of the best sort. News flash Clair! Meegan and I have made Wing and Dags better buddies than what they were. So again, you are fishing in an empty well. Now i know why she is so eager to butt her nose into the beginners classes. She is afraid I will abscond with them. Never did this cross my mind. She also, after the fact and before the term is up, tells two of the beginners that after one more term they will be in the advanced group. I just hope to hell she was diplomatic enough NOT to say this in front of the other beginners who have been taking classes the same amount of time. Just goes to show who is the divisive one here.
When others in the group during class make comments or questions, that is all they are considered... but if *I* have a comment or question, it's considered backtalk. that is pure bullshit. If there isn't evenhandednes, then it's not me being an "Alaine".
For months, I have put up with snipes and verbal swipes from Sarah, Anne and Amy, but nothing is ever said other than "Oh just kidding" no matter how much hurt they have seen it does to me. But hully gee, if I said something to them, I am THE BIG BAD ORGRESS! Now, on top of that, my friend Meegan is being harrassed by Anne. Some of the shit Anne is saying is beyond reason. "I don't believe Sandra has a thyroid problem until I see her blood assay report". Maybe I should shove the script and refill bottle up her nose for proof until I next month, when I go in for more blood work? Yes Anne, I DID get a lapis necklace on Ebay for $5. Read my frigging website.. it says CLEARLY it was a $10 necklace, but I had a CREDIT on ebay, hence why it only cost me $5. I never said I had you listed as one of my Life Journa Friends, because you aren't a member! But I did use the security settings in an offline posting tool. If I misunderstood the way the security level thingy worked, fine, but I didn't lie, and you had no right to call me a liar. At least I am not planting knives in peoples backs when they aren't looking, or when they are ill and vulnernable.
Now Clair is the shocker to me. She has a mega dose of paranoia that I have no idea where it's coming from. She calls Meegan to harrangue her on my eeeeevilness. She is suspicous as to why I would teach my Saturday class, but not attend the following Tuesday practice session. She also tells meegan that she thinks I am going to "run with the beginners". She calls me on Wednesday and finds me sicker than a dog with the flu, been sick since Tuesday. Did she call meegan back and apologise for accusing me falsely to her? No. It gets better "I know that Daryl and Wing have been friends for a long time" line from her was a good one. Clair is acting as if Meegan doesn't have a brain in her head, and the only reason she talks to me is that Wing and Daggles are buddies of the best sort. News flash Clair! Meegan and I have made Wing and Dags better buddies than what they were. So again, you are fishing in an empty well. Now i know why she is so eager to butt her nose into the beginners classes. She is afraid I will abscond with them. Never did this cross my mind. She also, after the fact and before the term is up, tells two of the beginners that after one more term they will be in the advanced group. I just hope to hell she was diplomatic enough NOT to say this in front of the other beginners who have been taking classes the same amount of time. Just goes to show who is the divisive one here.
When others in the group during class make comments or questions, that is all they are considered... but if *I* have a comment or question, it's considered backtalk. that is pure bullshit. If there isn't evenhandednes, then it's not me being an "Alaine".
