anysia | Know how tiring this is?

"No, but hum a few bars, and I'll fake it"... emotional roller coaster. Not fun.

Met with funeral director. Wing and An turned to me to do the Q&A and for explanations and decisions. I feel as if I have been through old fashioned wringer washing machine. Coffin picked out, music, etc. They are going to talk to Celebrant tomorrow. Wing and An see lawyer on Monday. No surprises there. Have to pick out suit for Kam.

Ordered some cards for thank you notes. Yeah, I know, old fashioned, but I think it's more of a lost art. Two bouquets of flowers arrived. Expecting more. Lots of phone calls. How do you tell the well wishers that you don't want to talk about it?

Made soup, brought some to An, had dinner there. She was surprised at how hearty soup was. She seems in better spirits.

Rambling, exhausted. Need sleep.